2.5 years ago, I was employed only part time. It was 20 hours a week of official work, though half a lifetime of emotional work. I loved it, though it was not sustainable and barely covered my monthly bills.
I was not dating and had no men on the horizons.
I had just signed a one year lease on a rental home, so my option of “Escaping to Italy” one more time seemed closed.
And with this cocktail of Single Life, I decided that even with all the “At Risk” hype, the lack of sustainable income and the obvious; that I had no partner, I wanted to have a baby.
Truth be known, having a baby has never been a great big fascinating dream of mine. Having a great big fascinating relationship with an exceptional man has.
Though I came to this point in my life where I let go of the search. I cleared my mind and heart of what it was supposed to look like. I arrived at an acceptance that Yes, there is someone for me, but No, I don’t know when and I have a great life waiting for me NOW so go and really live it!
Out arose my desire to have a baby.
And so, I set out in my preparations of Single Motherhood.
Fast forward to today: 5 clinical inseminations, 1 miscarriage later AND meeting the man of my dreams in the process (YES! That has really happened!), I (we) will be giving birth to a little girl any day now.
What you are seeking is seeking you.
Be in alignment with your desires, announce them, then let them go (or be dragged).
Trust that the Universe has your back and is secretly eavesdropping on you all the time.
Miracles do happen!
So for now, I am signing off not only to birth another human being, but to let you know that I will also be birthing a new launch for my coaching business in the coming months.
How does your wild side feel? Does it need a kickstart? More adventure?
Do you hear your intuition or is it too loud and busy in there?
Where’s your voice? Are you being heard? Do you speak your truth or someone else’s?
I’ll be taking on new clients in August but you can schedule an initial Discovery call starting in June to connect with me!!
For now, whatever the question, LOVE is the answer.